Sometimes, webcams with the in-laws leave me feeling terribly homesick.
Sundays at home with an overtired 5 year old and an energetic 17 month old are both wonderful and horrendous in equal measure.
Feeling like your fate is sealed and people are just waiting for you to slip up sucks.
Knowing people think badly of you, also sucks.
I'm questioning tonight whether I really have the energy to turn it all around.
But in the pit of my stomach I know I must.
Wish me luck lovely readers, I think we're in for a bumpy ride.